Wednesday, December 7, 2016

IWSG: In Five Years...

Today is IWSG day, a monthly event Alex Cavanaugh started to get writers sharing about their insecurities and other details about their lives. 

This month’s question: In terms of your writing career, where do you see yourself five years from now, and what’s your plan to get there?

Honestly, I don’t know where I see myself five years from now. Maybe I’d be a published author. Maybe I won’t be and will continue to brush off human irritants who say to me “You’re still not published yet?!” In five years, even if I’m not a published author, I’ll still be writing. I might have moved on from my current work-in-progress, a YA novel called KISS MY BUTTER. Either it will be published or I will have put it away. Nonetheless, my long-term plan is to continue writing, plotting and creating.

I do have more definitive plans for what I’d like to do in my writing career during the next five years but I won’t be sharing them here at this time.

Have you accomplished writing goals that you set for yourself five years ago?

Wednesday, November 2, 2016

IWSG: Daylight Savings

Today is IWSG day, a monthly event Alex Cavanaugh started to get writers sharing about their insecurities and other details about their lives. Again, I am late to post today but it’s still Wednesday here in California! First, let me get to this month’s IWSG question: What is your favorite aspect of being a writer? One of the many things I love about writing fiction is that I have a tangible place to bring the fruits of my imagination and creativity instead of just letting it all sit in my head. Honestly, it wouldn’t be healthy if I kept all that stuff inside.

This weekend marks the end of daylight savings. The good news is that I’ll get an extra hour on Sunday. I'm hoping to spend this once-a-year gift working on my novel. And if not, I might spend this time sleeping in. So yippee for that extra hour! That said, I’m not usually a big fan of the end of daylight savings. There’s something about shortened days and earlier nights that reinforces the notion that there isn’t enough time to do things I want to do, and that includes work on my novel-in-progress. It’s an unproven notion at that but I still find something a bit disheartening about days cut short. 

What are your plans for the extra hour on Sunday? Do you prefer longer days or longer nights?

Wednesday, October 5, 2016

IWSG: Fan Theories

Today is IWSG day, a monthly event Alex Cavanaugh started to get writers sharing about their insecurities and other stuff happening in their lives. I am late to post today, but we still have a couple of hours left in Wednesday and here I am! This month’s IWSG question is: When do you know your story is ready?  My story might feel ready after I have had it properly critiqued, have given it an honest revision, have taken a break from it, and when I revisit it after a break, I don't itch to revise everything I see. Right now, my story is not ready.

Today I'm here to share an insight, not an insecurity.

There are a lot of fan theories about popular stories of various mediums on the Internet. These fan theories range from the one about the classic film Grease, that Sandy actually died when Danny tried to rescue her from drowning, as referenced in "Summer Nights," to the speculation that HARRY POTTER’s Ginny Weasley drugged Harry with a love potion, to Gilligan being Satan while the other inhabitants on Gilligan’s Island were the seven deadly sins, to how, in the movie (or theatrical production, which I'd recently seen) of The Wizard of Oz, Dorothy's Bizarro twin was actually the deceased Wicked Witch of the East, whose face is never shown. But interestingly, the two ladies share a shoe size. 

The creator of Grease dismissed the fan theory about his musical being merely Sandy's coma dream. It wouldn't surprise me if other creators of stories coming under speculation would brush off out-there fan theories as well. Still, I find some fan theories quite insightful, regardless of whether or not I believe in them. The "what if" questions presented in some of these fan theories challenge my notion of what seems familiar and comforting in these stories and encourages the exploration of a darker or more twisted perspective of what could be lurking beneath the surface. (I should add though that fan theories where everything was just a dream or a fantasy in the protagonist's head don't do much for me.)

Taking the concept about hidden stories past fiction into reality, I am reminded that it's important to take a closer look at what, at first glance, might seem familiar and comforting and to remember what is intentionally projected in any environment for an audience might not necessarily reflect what is actually there. 

Do you have any fan theories surrounding a story? What fan theories have you heard that you find interesting? (I myself could spend a day discussing my fan theories about the movie Inception.)

Wednesday, September 7, 2016

IWSG: An Encouraging Comment

Today is IWSG day, a monthly event Alex Cavanaugh started to get writers sharing about their insecurities and other stuff going on in their lives. This month’s IWSG question is: How do you find time to write in your busy day? My response: I wrote about this subject in last month’s IWSG post. The truth is, I don’t get to work on my novel everyday but that doesn’t mean that I’m not thinking about it or doing other things (reading a book, researching details, or just reflecting on my story) to prepare me for the time when I get to work on it.  

 A few months ago, the IWSG question of the month was about sharing the best comment someone made about our writing. I don't know if there is one best comment I've received, as I've been lucky to receive support from many people. But there is one encouraging comment that has stuck with me for a long time:

…Years ago, I attended a weekend writers workshop with about two dozen other writers. Most attendees were other adults, like myself. A youth program allowed a few teens to participate too. The first two chapters of my YA work-in-progress at the time was publicly critiqued by everyone. Most of the feedback, useful or not, seemed to come with kind intentions. Still, I came home from the workshop feeling misunderstood and defeated. A few grown-ups in the workshop clearly didn’t get what I was trying to do. *Sigh* As a courtesy, I still emailed most of the people I met that weekend, grown-ups and teens, with a quick note about how it was nice to meet them and good luck with their writing and all that stuff. One of the teens wrote back to me and shared that my manuscript had been her favorite among the grown-ups’ manuscripts.

It was a short note but it made my day. It also helped me see that not everyone has to get what I’m doing. But as long as someone does, it makes the effort to do what I'm doing worthwhile.

What  is an encouraging comment someone offered you about your writing? Have you ever felt, by certain feedback you have received, that your work was being misinterpreted?

Wednesday, August 3, 2016

IWSG: On Not Writing Everyday

Today is IWSG day, a monthly event Alex Cavanaugh started to get writers sharing about their insecurities and other stuff going on in their lives. First, I just want to say that this week is a busy one for me. So while I might be slow to visit my regular IWSG buddies, I will get to you! And as usual, I look forward to meeting new members from IWSG.

The IWSG questions of the month are: What was your first piece of writing as an aspiring writer? Where is it now?Something I remember writing for a sixth-grade class was a fairytale about a lost princess. I remember the teacher was extra impressed with it because I bound my story into a little book and illustrated it too, which weren't part of the assignment. I actually don't know where the book is now. 

Onto my IWSG thoughts...Many years ago, when I first started on my journey to be a traditionally published author, I often felt guilty because I didn't (and still don't) work on my novel everyday. This is one example of many where I sometimes feel I am on a different journey from other writers. Nowadays, I see the big picture more. For even on days that I don't work on my book, I might be doing other stuff, directly or indirectly,  that contribute to its progress: reading a book on the craft of writing or in the genre that I am writing in, researching details, reflecting on where my story has been and where it is headed, etc...

Do you work on your fiction everyday? In what ways do you feel that your writing journey is different from others' journeys?

Wednesday, July 6, 2016

IWSG: Red Flags

Today is IWSG day, a monthly event Alex Cavanaugh started to get writers sharing about their insecurities and other stuff going on in their lives. After this year’s Blogging from A to Z Challenge, I’ve been meaning to remain more active with my blog through the summer. But I’ve been so busy with other responsibilities that I haven’t been able to do much blogging stuff. But hey, it’s IWSG day, and I’m here!

Lately, I’ve been thinking about my earlier years. I remember the lessons I learned the hard way about people and the fragility of any bond when one party doesn’t value the investment the other has made for the relationship. Those times left enough of an emotional imprint on me that even as an adult, I don’t have to look far if I ever need to locate angst, perhaps for a scene in my novel in progress or for any of the story seeds growing in my head. The silver lining is now I know how to better spot certain red flags in people. (Maybe someone only reaches out when they want a favor, for example.) This is not to say that I’m an expert. Sometimes I’ve still been fooled.

Recently, I’ve detected red flags with some people. A part of me wishes that I could ignore those flags and carry on. After all, doesn’t it seem like everyone else carries on with them, even though most likely, they know what I know? But I’ve never been like everyone else, and therefore, I am going to politely and quietly walk away.

What do you consider red flags in people?

Wednesday, June 1, 2016

IWSG: Mental Revising

Today is IWSG day, a monthly event Alex Cavanaugh started to get writers sharing about their insecurities and other stuff going on in their lives.

I have a tendency to mentally revise my work while I write. For me, revising isn't just about correcting faulty grammar or spelling. When I talk about revising, or mental revising to be specific, I'm actually discussing how I turn my story, with its plot, characters, setting, dialogue and stuff, inside out. Here, I dissect all the relationships and connections and things that make the story what it is and I critically examine if there's something that's obstructing the flow. While recently doing this mental revision with my WIP, I've decided that eventually I would need to delete traces of an unnecessary character while creating the presence of a completely new character. 

It's easier said than done. It means I have to delete blocks of text I'd written with such care and tear apart a good number of scenes and stitch them back together. Hours and hours of work I'd done earlier will go down the drain. The insecure writer inside me asks, Why do I bother laboring over these words, these scenes, these people, places, and things when so much of this ends up deleted? The writer inside me that's more grounded reminds myself that this is part of the writing process, and that my first drafts (even second and third ones) probably won't make great novels. 

How do you mentally revise your writing?